| I've been so happy and complete for the last... few months i guess. its been amazing. im so glad. im so happy that lauren's finally FREE and happy. i just wish i didn't have to hurt other people to protect this delicate balance i've reached with myself I know you'll never read this, but chris, you have no idea how sorry i am. I have to stay this way. It's the only way, and im so sorry you got caught in things. i never set out to hurt you. i still wish i wouldn't... but if i don't worse things could happen. hopefully you understand. |
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| i can't wait for the day when things will no longer need repairing when i will feel like im good enough like im worthy |
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| Style doesn't matter when you're on your back Just remember that fact Just remember that |
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| Wow. He's done it again. Ben Folds seems to find ways to pretty much sum up how I'm feeling in a beautiful song that brings tears to my eyes, and makes me feel like I'm not the only one to feel this way... The Luckiest I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here
And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know
That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest
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| Life is good. Band is almost over... (bittersweet, but at least i get my life back!) I have an amazing boyfriend My friends are... incredible School is becoming barable It's 2:40 PM and im still in my pajamas... I've had excellent coffee every day this week Life is good! |
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